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jayluuxo

about me.

-- gir graphictee & greenblack squarescarf from lynne --x

-» jenny benny luuuu - ster ! :]
-» january 14th -- 14 years kid
-» boston latin school -- class of 2O'13 -- in my freshhhman♥ yearrr ;] .
-» residing in murrderrr massssachusetttts -- bostonnniannn -- dorchesterrriannn.
-» i love love love bubble tea and orange&vanilla ice cream[: loveee it♥ -- & for some reason the smell of coconut is ridiculously amazing to me.
-» half chinese [cantonese] half vietnamese [don't speak it] but i love love love koreans [wanting to learn it]!
-» girls are bitches (: except mine. [michelle nguyen - my mother & wifey] & [edalina wang - my wifey also]
-» bigbangin' babyyy -- snsd -- wonder girls -- epik high -- clazziquai -- the pillows -- gorillaz -- loveholic -- OLIVIA ONG -- my many faves.
-» i am now singleeeee to mingle :].
-» i use aim, rarely ; jayluuuuxo :] talk to me. though i mostly text and go on facebook.

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thee lovelyyys.

[ michelle & edalina <3 my lovely wifeys :) freshmanyear ]

describe me in one word if possible --x

Michelle Nguyen; LOVE ♥

Wallace; Pulchritudinous funny pretty cute creepy sneaky beautiful cool awesome unique original creative adorable longhair blackhair lovely pretty attractive charming delightful heavenly lovable admirable elegant gorgeous graceful lovely stunning wonderful likeable sweet nice rare precious fascinating entertaining hilarious fantastic and a lot more
Quynh; Crazy
Lyn; Ninja
Jenniberr; Weird <33
Eddielinarrs; STUNNIN' [:
Natalie; Adorable
Lena; Adorable <333
Adri; FRIKKENAWESOMEE<33
Courtney; Weird inthe best way evr tho
Ayemee; AWESOMEE :]
Phillip; Spontaneous
Win; Awesome
Gio; Small
Juliee; Hyper xD
Loc; Loves to give hugs, fun to talk to, unique

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lolli lolli poppinn'.

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Saturday, October 31, 2009

10/31/2009 11:31:00 PM

왜 나한테 이럴 수있어?

why? of all days, you had to pick today. i hate you, but i can't stop. i hate you, for being so nice to me. i hate you, for making me not hate you. i hate you, for making me always so happy. i hate you, for making me feel nervous around you. i hate you for making me hate you.

1NE: i'm sorry to michelle today. so so very sorry. 1.) i made you guys wait super long just to go to target. 2.) i kept adding on the time. 3.) i went to target before you guys. 4.) you got your blisters to hurt worse to get to target. 5.) you got there and didn't get anything so it was all for nothing. 6.) you couldn't go trick or treating. 7.) i made you mad. 8.) you couldn't come with us to victoria's. 9.) you had to stay home for halloween of all nights. 10.) i told bill that i thought you liked viet, but you didn't want me to tell him. 11.) i'm sorry for making you even more mad than you were with my stupidity.

2WO: i'm sorry to bill for talking to loc instead of him. i'm sorry that you both called at the same time and that the second time, i talked to him instead of you :l.

3HREE: you made me feel like shit. okay, so i go to your house. i call you, you're not there so you said you'd come back quickly. it was nine at night. waiting outside for about fifteen minutes. first i was sitting on the stairs but your neighborhood is so scary. i was afraid of the drive by's and pass by's so i sat down on the floor of your porch to hide away from the public. still scared, i was shaking a little. until your little brothers went to check out the window in your room. i saw the light turn on and didn't know there were people home. so i was relieved. i went into your home without you there, waiting patiently for you to get back. meanwhile, your little brothers and i were playing super smash brothers brawl. i pwned them with luigi. then, it was nine-forty-five. you still weren't home and so you called me. i heard voices in the back, you were no where near getting home. you were still over there. so i waited and played with your brothers for forty-five minutes. just for you. and yet you didnt even get there. you absolutely forgot about me so that you could go ahead and drink and smoke carelessly. i understand that it make you feel a bit better and it kind of helps you. but you could've called and told me you weren't coming a bit earlier. you made me feel embarrased, rejected, stupid, and overall it made me feel like shit. it hurt. and while i was talking to your brothers they told me of your girlfriend... you make out with her when she eats ice. and you guys went into your brothers room. you bring me up so high but then you knock me completely down. why do you do this to me?

4OUR: halloween this year was the worst ever. it wasn't as fun as i had wished and thought of it to be. i didnt get any drinks as i had wished to. i didnt get to see my old friends. i didn't get to do much. i now feel like shit and i feel so horribly depressed.

& of all thoughts, i had to think of you. i couldn't stop it from hurting.