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jayluuxo

about me.

-- gir graphictee & greenblack squarescarf from lynne --x

-» jenny benny luuuu - ster ! :]
-» january 14th -- 14 years kid
-» boston latin school -- class of 2O'13 -- in my freshhhman♥ yearrr ;] .
-» residing in murrderrr massssachusetttts -- bostonnniannn -- dorchesterrriannn.
-» i love love love bubble tea and orange&vanilla ice cream[: loveee it♥ -- & for some reason the smell of coconut is ridiculously amazing to me.
-» half chinese [cantonese] half vietnamese [don't speak it] but i love love love koreans [wanting to learn it]!
-» girls are bitches (: except mine. [michelle nguyen - my mother & wifey] & [edalina wang - my wifey also]
-» bigbangin' babyyy -- snsd -- wonder girls -- epik high -- clazziquai -- the pillows -- gorillaz -- loveholic -- OLIVIA ONG -- my many faves.
-» i am now singleeeee to mingle :].
-» i use aim, rarely ; jayluuuuxo :] talk to me. though i mostly text and go on facebook.

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thee lovelyyys.

[ michelle & edalina <3 my lovely wifeys :) freshmanyear ]

describe me in one word if possible --x

Michelle Nguyen; LOVE ♥

Wallace; Pulchritudinous funny pretty cute creepy sneaky beautiful cool awesome unique original creative adorable longhair blackhair lovely pretty attractive charming delightful heavenly lovable admirable elegant gorgeous graceful lovely stunning wonderful likeable sweet nice rare precious fascinating entertaining hilarious fantastic and a lot more
Quynh; Crazy
Lyn; Ninja
Jenniberr; Weird <33
Eddielinarrs; STUNNIN' [:
Natalie; Adorable
Lena; Adorable <333
Adri; FRIKKENAWESOMEE<33
Courtney; Weird inthe best way evr tho
Ayemee; AWESOMEE :]
Phillip; Spontaneous
Win; Awesome
Gio; Small
Juliee; Hyper xD
Loc; Loves to give hugs, fun to talk to, unique

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Monday, April 27, 2009

4/27/2009 10:24:00 PM

fuck my life.

okay so yesterday and today i like didn't contact vincent in like anyway and stuff so he gets mad that i never call or text or say 'sorry' lmfao, yea apparently he's so 'tough and manly' that he need to be told sorry when i didn't fucking ditch him. he's still pissed off about the square one thing and stuff. like dud wtf? get over it like shit. be a fucking man. damn it, you un-pubertized little 1 incher. >;[ hmph. so heated right now. anywaaay, he sent me three texts today asking why i don't contact him and stuff but i didn't reply because i was in latin and stuff so yeah. then i was going to reply but i remembered that my mom said don't text anymore because i text alot so yeah.

so then, after school i go with michelle to her house and stay over until like 7:45 ish. during that time we went to stop and shop first to buy food for her house because theres like never anything in her fridge that is for us kids you know. so i got jello, bacon, and ground beef for sloppy joes. after that we went to make it and ate it too. then after i ate it vincent called me and was like why don't you ever call anymore? and i hear scrappy in the background calling me a 'skinny bitch who needs to eat more fucking meat.' even though i'm skinny i'm pretty fucking sure i'm not a bitch. i don't have a long tail and i don't have fur all over my body and i can stand tall through-out my whole life-span. plus either way i know i'm not a bitch.

after scrappy called me a bitch vincent laughed at it and chuckled and told them to 'stop' even though he was still laughing and chuckling. so i got so pissed off because i swear i heard him call me a bitch too. so then i got so pissed and i started to break out crying. i don't know why i cried because hes definitely not at all worth crying over but i just cried because it hurt a lot. then i kept crying and michelle mentioned that she thinks i like the more serious type of guys because i went out with wallace before and he's a pretty serious person not like strict serious, just serious. so yeah, i guess i am pretty attracted to the serious type of guys. :p i don't know, but so far i can pretty much say i most likely am.

well, after that stupid call that made me cry. michelle called him back and was like why'd you make jenny cry for? and then he was like who's this? lemme talk to 'jen' and so michelle was like her names not 'jen' it's jenny get it straight, okay? she was given a named to be called by. and so then he was like well i call her 'jen'. lemme talk to her. and michelles like no shes fucking crying right now. and her names not 'jen' it's jenny. then vincent asks to talk to me once more and i get the phone. so then vincent tries to 'apologize' to me but i wouldn't accpet it because i swear i heard him call me a bitch. so i got even more mad that he was trying to say sorry because when ever he tries to say 'sorry' he ends up making me even more pissed and shit. so yeah. then i get mad pissed and so does michelle because when ever he's on the phone with anyone he's alway talking to someone else while taling on the phone too so he makes people repeat thing which pisses me off the most because hes always like oh what? huh? and it pisses me the fuck off so badly.

while i was crying i was smiling at the same time and michelle was like you're so weird and stuff because when ever i cry or i'm sad i always smile or laugh while crying. so michelle says 'when you're crying you smile and sometimes you laugh but its a good thing because you know how to cheer yourself up when you're sad'. lol, and i only laugh while i'm crying when it really hurts a lot because while i cry i'm thinking of how silly i am to be crying. especially crying over a guy who doesn't even give the slightest bit of care about me.

then when i got home i was about to take a shower but then he called so i left the phone alone to ring and ignored his call twice one at michelles and here at home. then i finally answered after my shower and i was in my room. but then he still doesn't understand i don't have any slight bit of interest in him anymore i hate him so much now. and yet he has the nerve to try and apologize while talking to someone else whil on the phone again. like dude... seriously. and yet he says he's the most serious person here and that i'm always joking around... fuck you. and so i end up very very pissed off yet he ends up laughing while watching george lopez..

now i'm here. kind of thinking about wallace. i'm still here; i'm still heart broken.